Wednesday, October 28, 2015

2015 - with lots of up and down

sedar tak sedar, it's almost a year since my last post. guess this is not my thingy any more. yeahh... faktor usia. anyway, sometimes i feel like writing something here which then i ended up post nothing. hehehe... 

at first, i create this blog just for my eyes only. it can be act as diary kunun la kan. yes it does actually for the beginning of the creation. but then, when time passed by, it's being neglected. concurrently with my busy schedule, additional of our family member, work, social life and so... beside, to make a post here is time consuming which of coz i can't make it while at home. mom's life... only mom's understand better.

seiringan dengan pertambahan usia jugak play a factor. kalo dulu i feel like posting everyday. but now... i prefered to enjoy my life as it is. blogger lain maybe have another mind setting as i am. normal la tu.

okeh... Hadif - 2 and half year now. makin kerek, gedik dan sewaktu dgnnya. if we didn't entertain his need, he will throw tantrum as he like... regardless where we're about. kedai makan, shopping mall, even in the middle of wedding ceremony. fuhhh.. what a boy! but, dear hubby said, he is soooo me! really??? i object! hahahaha...

Haqimi - standard 1. now is sitting end year exam without any revision done. bleh??? well... sangat malas buat homework, buku ntah jadi belacan ke apa. last parent meeting with his teacher, hmm... no further comment. takpe la angah. just enjoy your childhood as i am when i was at your age. you'll learn eventually. i'm positive!

Haiqal - being an eldest can be stressful. i have to admit it. but, looking at him, i'm proud he can manage it well despite of here and there lack. no body perfect pun. once, when we're seeing a doctor for Hadif, the doctor said "He's very helpful" to me, referred to Haiqal. "Lucky me", that's my respond. but actually i meant it. he really play a brother role very well. so, when he is lacking in his academic, i just accept it with hope.. he can achieve it someday. insya allah...

well... my office premise was move officially on Oct 2015... now we're operate at Pandan. close to my home and i can avoid the hectic jammed especially at Flamingo which known as jammed road forever. opss... forgot to mention that i'm not selected to get MSS and that's why i'm still stuck here. rezeki masih disini. Allah is the great planner!