You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be...
Friday, November 28, 2008
Rushing day...
Balik opis... giler jammed kat MRR2. Ntah apa yang dijamkan pun aku tak tau. Lepas Pandan tu, elokkk je jalan. Baran betul aku! Sebab flyover tak sekolah tu lah jalan ni selalu jam. Kalo aku ada koser, memang aku tutup je flyover tuh. Menyusahkan rakyat mesia je.
Sampai opis, surat untuk report tu tak sign lagih. Kena mengejar the CEO lak nak suh sign. Masalahnyer, dia takde kat opis. Dah lah report tu org gomen nak hari niii gak. Senin depan MAMPU nak review. Siot betul, cuti aku senin depan pun tak approve sebab kena attend meeting. Cessss...
Lepas surat settle, kena gi Putrajaya balik nak bagi report tu. Sebelom kul 4 lak tu derang nak. Aku suker je sebab tak yah balik opis. Terus balik... dengan kata lain merayap kat tempat lain dulu, baru balik. Hehehe...
Oh ya... based on my superior, kitorang kena pindah opis. Haiyooo... buhsan betul pindah2 tempat ni. Dah lah tempat skang ni pun baru je pindah bulan 7 hari tu. Tak sempat beramas mesra ngan tempat ni, dah kena pindah balik. Letih mengangkut je. Nampak gayanya tak leh lah aku nak ngelat kali ni.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What I'm doing during my AL
Iqmi yang meleleh air liur
Sblm gi balai polis, kitorang gi bekfes dulu. Anak2 pun aku gi hantar lewat sket. Iqmi mandikan dulu. Lepas bekfes, balik umah amik motor. Merempit je gi balai polis. Senang nak park. Gabra gak aku, 1st time ni gi balai polis wooo... Sebab keta yang bank kuarkan release letter tu atas nama aku, terpaksalah aku yang buat report. Kalo tak, memang aku tak jejak kaki pun. Tengah tunggu nak logde report tu, baru hubby aku pasan, no acct bank tu tak de. Dalam hp pun takde. Aku kata derang tanak kut. Tapi laki aku nak balik gak gi ambik in case dia nak. So dia blah. Tinggalkan aku kontang kanting kat balai polis ni ngan muka blur. Bila no giliranku dipanggil (nak wat polis report pun ada no giliran koooo), dengan gabranya aku gi kaunter.
Dah explain nak buat report apa, polis pompuan tu pun taip la. Dia dah tau ayat2 apa nak tulis. Aku letih duk pikir ayat apa aku nak karang. Cehhh... senang je nak buat report. Lepas amik sign, bayar 2 hengget. Siap! Tu je punnnn...
Madagascar - Escape 2 Africa
Haiqal and Adib
Lepas habih citer dengan si Nayli tido atas riba mak dia, kitorang gi makan Mc D lak. Makan2 boraks2 semua, around 6.30 aku blah. Oh ya, Mc Yah tak leh hantar aku balik sebab dia nak gi jumpa sedara laki dia nak gi Mekah. So dia nak gi Kompleks Tabung Haji dulu lah. Jangan bagi sampul kosong dah lah Yo. Jadi, aku balik ngan LRT n Komuter. Haiqal suker sangat bila aku cakap balik ngan natam tu. Org tak penah naik public transport... hehehehe...
Aku beli tiket sorang je pun. Haiqal kira bawah umo lagi. Jimatttt. Naik LRT okeh je. Haiqal sibuk duk tanya berapa kali lagi nak turun? Maknanya berapa stesen lagi lah tu. Sampai KL Sentral, beli tiket komuter lak. Aku rasa cam aman damaiii je naik benda alah ni. Ye lah... tak de traffic jam, traffic light semua. Smooth je perjalanan. Kan best cam ni selalu balik rumah?
Komuter... cam biasa lah. Agak lama sket menunggu. Tapi still acceptable. Giler ramai org nak naik. Aku pegang tangan Haiqal kuat2 takut terlepas. Naya woooo.
Masa naik tu, ada lah satu kapel ni, duk berdua2an. Yang si laki, nampak cam gentleman, nak bagi seat kat Haiqal. Bukan nak bangun pun, dia alih sket biar ada space suh Haiqal duduk. Sekali aku sound... tu, bagi seat kat akak tu, dia ada baby
Terus dia bangun. Ngan kawan dia kat belakang pun bangun sekali. Hehehe... Gentlewoman tak aku? Bukan apa... sian aku tgk akak tu bwk baby, kecik lagi... dalam 3, 4 bulan baby dia. Insaf jap aku tak payah bersusah payah bawak Iqmi naik komuter cam dia.
Haiqal dalam komuter jakun giler. Dah dapat seat pun still duk bangun tgk cermin tingkap tu. Pas tu duk baca stesen2 dia. Mulut tok sah cakap la... cam2 soklan kuar. Letih aku nak menjawab.
We arrived Kajang station around 7.45. Agak cepat jugak rasanya... dalam 30 minit je. Call dear hubby, bleh amik ke? Bukan apa, takut susah nak bwk si kecik tu. Sekali dia kata bleh... aku tunggu je lah. Bila derang sampai... waaaa... rindunya aku ngan Iqmi!!!
Malam tu, around 12 baru si Iqmi nak tido sebab masa aku kuar, dear hubby kata kul 3 sampai 6 dia tido! Hampeh punya budak. Kalo ngan aku... harammm nak tido cam tu punya lama. Ke papa dia letak ubat tido niii??? Moskil gak aku...
Friday, November 21, 2008
What a shame...
Lepas Maghrib, kitorang gerak. Sblm tu, aku dah standby sampul duit nak letak duit nak bagi derang, Takkan gi tangan kosong je kan. Kena hulur jugak seratus dua. Gi amik Kak Su dulu. Singgah pasar malam beli makanan kejap, then went off. Sampai sana dalam 8 lebih. Parking penuh lak tu. So, hubby turunkan aku dan Kak Su depan pintu while he went to find a parking. Haiqal pun gi sekali sebab dia tido masa tu. Sblm turun tu, aku dah bagi sampul duit sebab aku expect dia nak letak duit lepas dapat parking nanti.
Aku ngan Kak Su pun pegi lah jumpa derang. Semua anak2 dia ada. Dah besar semua pun. Alhamdulillah, semua anak2 dia menjadi. Sejuk je aku tengok family derang. Kitorang pun borak2 sampailah dear hubby datang ngan Haiqal. They will come back here on 31st Dec. Sebulan lebih lah duk sana ekkk… Sama la cam mak aku dulu. Tempoh standard lah tu.
So, bila announcement dah buat suruh buat registration semua, kitorang pun salam2, pelok cium semua. Sebab ni mak sedara belah hubby, so I just let dear hubby give the money to them. Kalo aku yang bagi kang, cam tak seswai lak. Lepas lambai bye2 hi2 semua, kitorang pun balik….
Sampai rumah around 10 something due to hubby salah jalan, jammed, hujan lagi. Penat gak lah. So, lepas solat semua…tido.
Pagi tadi, masa aku dah dalam keta nak gi keja ni, dear hubby tanya.. ada duit ke nak isi minyak keta nanti? As a good wife, aku jawab ada…. Hehehehe.
Then he ask again, eh… semalam dalam sampul duit tu letak duit ke? Aku kata lah tak sebab aku assume dia nak letak. Sekali dia pun tak letak daa...
Whattt??? Maknanya dia bagi sampul duit kosong lah???? Adoiiii mak kauuuu…. Malunya aku. Sahih makcik dia tau sampul tu dear hubby yang bagi sebab bukan ramai sangat pun yang bagi dalam sampul.
Aku marah betul ngan hubby aku ni. Dia ni selalu buat keja cam ni. Bukan nak check dulu dalam tu ada duit ke tak. Kalo aku letak sploh hengget pun, aku rasa dia main bagi jugak. I know you read this dear. Please...have a check first!!
So, cemana aku nak menjawab nanti diorang balik nanti? Takkan masa dorang balik nak kasi duit ganti? Kurang seswai lak pulakkkk. Giler malu aku....
Sebab ni mak sedara belah hubby, biar dia je yang jawab.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
What a busy week...
So, that's what happen this week. There's a lot of dateline need to be taken care of. MoH nak kena hantar test case. BCMAS nak kena siapkan User Manual. Semua nak dalam masa yang sama. Hangen betul aku!
Semalam, kalut aku nak siapkan that User Manual. Dah lah PM nyer cuti semalam. Actually, I've submitted that doc a day before in order for PM to review it and approved. But, semalam jugak yang dia tgk. Hari ni dah nak guna for training. Sabar je la aku.
Pulak tu, kul 3 lebih baru call kata benda ni tak complete, benda ni kena ada, benda ni kena tambah. Hishhh... So, dengan kelam kabut nya, aku siapkan jugak dengan sakses sekali. Sungguh ku bangga sekali dengan diriku. Hehehe.... Tu pun ngam2 kul 5.15 baru siap. Tak de nak review2 dah sebab dorang nak hantar ke client lak. Pulak tu, tak leh nak send email coz the file too big. 20mb tu. Mmg tak lepas lah kalo thru email kompeniku yang hampeh ini. So, terpaksa lah aku bagi dalam thumbdrive. Sib baik sorang team member ada kat opis semalam. Dialah yang aku kejar suh betulkan system, suh tambah ni, tambah tu, rectify all the errors.
Then, MoH lak, kena review all the test cases prepared by other team members. Poyo je kat document tu letak nama aku as Quality Manager! Kalo gaji cam manager ok gak arr!!!
Well, sepanjang December, my schedule will really tight since our project need to deliver by end of Dec. Sibuk ngan UAT, training, documentation lagih. Aduhhh... sakit kepalakuuu. Dah lah banyak cuti bulan doplas ni. Tak kira... time cuti, aku cuti jugak. Hahaha....
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Dilemma...?
So, I did ask my neighbour... tanya kut2 dia tau sesapa yang nak jaga anakanda2 ku ini, since she's a housewife who mixed around the people surrounding compared ngan aku yang kenal jiran kiri kanan je. Hehehehe... Then, she told me that the neighbour depan rumah aku suker bebudak. Dia pun tak keja and anak dia dah 6 tahun. Sorang je. Sound interesting! Tengah aku sembang2 ngan akak tu, tetiba je neighbour tu kuar. Terus akak tu tanya... ni... ada nak tanya. Aku lak terkebil2 sebab drastik gitu. Ingat nak diskusi dulu ngan dear husband. So, aku pun tanyalah neighbour tu. Sekali dia punyer respond... nak! nak! Fuhhhh... excited tuuuu. Siap tanya bila nak hantar, Haiqal bleh makan apa... semua lah. Aku lak yang terkedu sebab tak sangka sampai cam tu. Tapi aku cakaplah... aku diskas dulu ngan laki aku. Dia pun aku suh diskas ngak laki dia gak... berapa sebulan nak bagi, laki dia ok ke...
So, when discussing with dear hubby, dia cam tak berapa setuju. Well... let me list down all the pros and conts.
Pro:
- Dekat ngan umah. Senang nak hantar
- Lebih terjaga and focus
- Kalo aku balik lambat pun, no extra charges
- Dia suke ngan budak and can concentrate on my kids.
- Kalo Haiqal balik sekolah lambat, I have no worry he's waiting outside our house. He can stay at the babysitter's house
- The babysitter-to-be got a 6 year old son, so bleh kawan ngan Haiqal
- Dekat sangat ngan umah... depan tu je. So kalo cuti or ada kat umah, dia bleh tau.
- Kalo dia ada emergency, ngan aku2 sekali kena cuti
- She's expected! Kalo dia dah due, kang letih aku nak mencari org baru.
- I'm afraid that Iqmi wont get along with her... for the first time la... biasalah nak tukar org ni. Sian dia.
- Tak tau lagi cemana dia jaga. Kang dia pun buat sambil lewa kang...
- Tak tau gak about the payment, kang mintak lebih. Tp yang ni bleh countim
For the time being... aku n dear hubby still tak tau nak letak mana. Sungguh dilemma diriku ini.So... what say you?
Friday, November 14, 2008
What a day...
Called collegue aku kat opis, hampeh... dia tak sampai ofis lagi. So, called clerk suh cekkan ada tak purse aku dalam drawer. Sah! Memang ada!!! Suh dia simpankan. Lepas meeting, aku amik dari dia.
So, gerak dari rumah around 9. Singgah nursery bagi susu, isi minyak dulu, then went straight to Parcel E. Reach around 9.30. Tetengok Kak Ayu pun tengah park Escape dia. Enter the lobby, we saw our Project Manager already there, with our sub-cont discussing the project's matter. Then the meeting goes...
By 12.30, meeting done. Biasa lah... acara makan2, borak2, gossip2 with the meeting members. Around 1, we all went out from the building. While walking to the car park, the PM told that he's not going to the office since he got migrain. Aku ngan Kak Ayu ngan excitednya cakap... kitorang tanak masuk ofis gak, bleh? PM just senyum then replied, ok! Waaaa... suker...sukerr...
So, terus balik umah. Nak singgah shopping mana2 pun tak leh sebab takde purse.
Lepas solat Zuhur, lepak2 sambil tgk tv. Suddenly I heard somebody entering the house. Cuak giler aku! Sekali tgk... cehhhh...laki aku daaa... Dia kena jadi pengawas peperiksaan for SPM. So today ada paper pagi je. Kebetulan...
Suddenly, hubby ask to watch Quantum of Solace. Aku on je... We went to JJ Cheras Selatan to catch a movie on 3.45. While queuing, dear hubby check his pocket. He left his wallet at home!!! Ciiiissss... Masa tu kul 3.30 and kitorang duk kira2 nak tgk kul 3.45 or the next show on 4.20 coz we plan to have a meal first. Sekali... dah takde duit tu, terpaksalah balik rumah. Yang lawaknya, nak bayar parking pun korek syiling dalam keta. Tapi mesin parking tu tanak terima lak. Sib baik ada sorang apek belakang aku. Nak tukar ke not singgit, dia pun takde. Aku pun pinjam je JCard dia. Nak bayar, dia refuse. Thanx a lotttt
Berkejaran balik rumah nak amik wallet, masa on the way tu lah hubby aku kata, patut lah wallet tertinggal. Dia tukar pakai seluar lain. Hiii... masa ni lah nak tukar suar lain. Saja cari pasal. Sampai rumah, dah 4 lebih and I dun think we can get JJ by 4.20 to catch that show. Selak2 paper, kat Alamanda show begin at 5. So we went to Alamanda. Problem pulak anakanda2 nanti sebab habih kul 7. Satu hal lak kena call the bus driver nak suh hantar Haiqal kat nursery instead of our house. But, the driver didn't take the call. Finally, call Kak Su and she agreed to pick up the kids. Phewwww.... banyak betul dugaan nak tgk James Bond ni.
The movie quite good except I need to try to understande the storyline as fast as the movie goes.
The show over around 6.45. Speed up to Kak Su's house. Sian... Haiqal ngan baju sekolah, Iqmi lak dah lentok. Tu la... mak bapak berpoya2 lagi. Best nya kalo hari2 cam ni.... Wakakaka
On the way went back home, I got a message from Mc Na stated that 'Cik keno api. Kritikal!'. Whatttt??? I feel like my heart stop beating! I call Mc Na, but she ask me to call our mother instead. So I did. Cehhh...Siot je... My dear mother was doing well. Kena sket je kat tangan. Cisss... aku geram betol ngan adik aku sorang ni. Sesuka ati kata kritikal! Kenaling kak loh kawe weiii
Hari ni lak... akak cleark tu boleh tertinggal kunci locker dia kat umah plakkkk... Purse aku dalam locker dia tuh. Terpaksalah aku jadi PATI untuk weekend ni sebab takde IC. Cehhhhh
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Iqmi's Third Injection
Sebelum kena cucuk
While we're waiting for him to be injected, he was asleep. So, when his name was called, I took him from dear hubby and went to the injection room. When the nurse put the medicine inside his open mouth, he open up his eyes. Lepas cucuk jarum je, he look shocked, then suddenly crying out loud. Hehehehe.... sian dia. Tapi kejap je. Pas tu diam. Senyap sengih2 lagi bila aku agah2.
Lepas amik ubat semua, tetiba aku rasa lapar. So we went to JJ Cheras Selatan. Buhsan tatau nak makan apa, so... masuk je Pizza Hut. Aku order curry chicken with rice. Gilerrrr tak sedap!!! Hampeh je. Pulak tu ada sorang budak pompuan datang bagi menu, she saw us having a baby, then she asked politely 'Nak babychair ke?' Ceh... tak skolah ka??? Budak 5 bulan mana boleh duduk? But I do appreciate her concern. Yang lawak tu, ada another waitress sibuk nak main2 ngan Iqmi but he was asleep. Sebok minah india tu duk cuit2 muka dia. When dear hubby get up to pay the bill, she asked me
Waitress: is that his daddy?
Me: Yeah!
Waitress: Ohh... he is cuter than his mommy and daddy.
Me: Kureng assemmmm (dalam ati aku la..)
Pulak tu, dia duk agah dalam bahse dia. Walaka...walaka... pekebenda ntah. Sib baik anak aku tido. Kalo tak, mau nganga dia duk pikir planet mana pulak dia duduk ni...
Went back home, his body temperature started to increase. Aiseh... nak demam dah ni. So dear hubby cecepat bagi ubat demam. Kang melarat kang... susah. Tapi aku dah apply cuti hari ni in case Iqmi demam. Malam tadi, while he was sleeping, then he woke up to breastfeed. Masa tu aku pun mengiringkan dia. Sekali bunyik...pruuuttttt.... Ceh... sempat lagi budak ni kentut masa tido. Tergelak aku ngan hubby. Sabar je lah aku!
Monday, November 10, 2008
Monday bluesss
But, I got a lots of tasks to be settled of, by 12.00 ok! Again... by 12.00!!!
So, dengan sakses nya, aku nak announce, I've done my work! Sungguh aku kagum dengan diriku ini. Wakakakaka....
Actually, I've got an appointment today. Not me la... but my cute Iqmi. Today gonna be his third injection. Hiisshh... sian dia. Sure demam ni. Ni yang aku kureng gemar kalo kena inject. But, no other choice right! Everybody need to take those injections...for our own sake.
Last weekend, we go nowhere. Satu kejayaan I might say, coz usually we'll go out for every weekend even with no specific reason. Sesaja habihkan duit. That's why we never got that much savings. Hehehehe...
Actually, tu pun ada sebab. Pertama, sebab Mira (my sis in law) came to our house. She slept here. Selalunya dia lepak rumah K.Su. No big deal pun... but when someone come, seems like tersekat bila nak buat apa2. Kedua, sebab hujan. Syiok wooo tido!
Sunday lak, Mc Na (my sis) datang with Atie (sis-in-law-to-be ke? tak tau lah aku!) Mc Na already promised to treat me. So we go to Alamanda. Just girls ok. Dear hubby kena tinggal jaga anak. Hehehehe... ala.. selalu aku jaga. Sesekali nak gak merendekkk.
We try Noodle Station. Ok gak arr.. rega pun tak mahal sangat. Will be in my list then. Plannning nak tgk wayang, but memandangkan aku ni isteri dan ibu mithali, so we cancel the plan. Lagipun dah maghrib. Tu pun terlepas maghrib sebab kunun2 nak solat kat umah. Sekali sampai umah dah 8.15 daaaa. Kena qada' lah jawabnya.
Hari ni, I'll be working half day. By 1 aku akan chow balik. Seronotnyaaa....
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Iqmi's Update
Just an update for Iqmi's growth:
- Dah kenal orang. Kalo gi hantar nursery tu, dah tau nanges. Sedih lak aku. Huhuhuhu
- Manja ngan papa. Memang ni anak papa coz papa dia suka manjakan. Kalo nampak papa dia tu, sengih manjang.
- Suka geget time menyusu. Sakit wooo!!! Walopon takde gigi, tapi kalo dia geget, dia akan tarekkk sekali. Fuhhh... Sakit siot! Lepas tu buat muka inesen. Ngan sengihan cute dia tu. Hishh... nak kena cubit gak budak ni.
- Suka men air. Memang masalah nak mandikan dia. Tak leh duduk diam. Sorang kena pegang, sorang kena siram.
- Selsema tak hilang lagi. Risau betul aku mikirkan selsema Iqmi ni. Malam2 mesti nafas dia berbunyi grukkk...grukkk gitu. Cam hidung tersumbat.
- Malas nak bergolek. Kena kita pusingkan, baru dia nak meniarap. Tapi dari meniarap, bleh je dia pusing baring balik. Hampeh je... Kalo time tido tu, bleh pusing 360' lagi.
- Segala benda yang dia pegang dia akan masukkan dalam mulut. Tak leh pegang apa2 time dukung dia. Mesti dia kan rebut, pas tu masukkan dalam mulut dia.
- Suker hisap jari org. Jari sendiri tak sedap kut. Siap tarik jari kita then hisap. Bukan setakat hisap je, siap geget tuu... Lagi satu, dah start hisap jari kaki dia, org kata nak dapat adik ek?
- Nak gak makan apa yang org makan. Tapi aku tak bagi ler. Sian lak tengok dia duk nganga2 nak makan. Cam anak burung daaa...
- Nampak susah sangat kalo dia nak berak. Dia nyer expression time meneran tu... fuhhh... seksa betul nengok. Siap berpeluh2. Najis ok je... bukan keras pun. Abang long dia gelak sakan kalo tengok Iqmi meneran ni. Kawan tu nak berak pun tak senang.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Inspiring you for a better tomorrow
- Don't let someone become priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life. Relationship work best when they are balanced.
- Never explain yourself to anyone. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.
- When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free. When you keep saying you don't have time, you will never have time. When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come.
- When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices. Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams. Choice is yours.
- We make them cry who care for us, we cry for those who never care for us, and we care for those who never cry for us. This is the truth of life. It's strange but true. Once you realise it, it's never too late to change.
- Don't make promise when you are in joy. Don't reply when you are sad. Don't take desicion when you are angry. Think twice... act wise.
- Time is like a river. You cannot touch the same water twice because the flow that has passed will never pass again. Enjoy every moment in life.
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION
'You are a disrespectful pig!' she cried. 'How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away!'
And the husband replied 'Hang on just a minute luv, so at least I can tell you what happened.'
'Fine, go ahead', she sobbed, ' but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!'
And the husband began - 'Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight.
'The poor thing devoured them in moments. Since she needed a good clean-up I suggested a shower, and while she was doing that I noticed her clothes were dirty and full of holes so I threw them away. Then, as she needed clothes, I gave her the designer jeans that you have had for a few years, but don't use because you say they are too tight. I also gave her the underwear that was your anniversary present, which you don't use because I don't have good taste. I found the sexy blouse my sister gave you for Christmas that you don't use just to annoy her, and I also donated those boots you bought at the expensive boutique and don't use because someone at work has a pair the same.'
Here the husband took a quick breath and continued - 'She was so grateful for my understanding and help and as I walked her to the door she turned to me with tears in her eyes and said, 'Please ... do you have anything else that your wife doesn't use?'
Monday, November 3, 2008
Wonderfull Saturday...
Serangan pertama yang sempat snap. Lepas tu, hentam je...
But, bile start je makan, kurang sket lah kepeningan tu walopon tak hilang. Dah lah nak start makan sikit punyer lama. Aku dah simpan perut awal2 lagi nak menketedarah. But, when it's started... non-stop. I dun remember how many time did I got up and take the foods. Memang bebetul balas dendam.
Tengah lapar ni wooo
Nice view from up there...
There are lucky draw too. Acara wajib. And as usual... we're never that lucky to get the present. Hampeh betolll!!! There's both husband and wife who got the present. So unfairrr!!!! Hehehe... aku lak yang over.
We went home around 5. Parking fee - RM10.50!!! Giler mahal... parking dari kul 2 -5 je tuh! No wonder... that's kind of place kan... standard la...