Rusak ana punyer program…

My plan is to have sedondon clothes until raya ke-4. I already bought all the clothes as my planned colours which were settled before posa lagi. I love to wear the same colour with my family members as it’s not always we can do it pun. Time raya2 cam gini je la bleh buat. Sajer suker2

So, I gave my fabrics to different tailors, which I thought I can try which one suits me the best. Before posa hari tu, my sis Mc Na already inform me that we have to delete one of the tailor from our list since there’s some conflict between them. Actually tailor ni ada kena mengena ngan Mc Na. And this is not the 1st time I sent my fabric to her pun. Tp due to unforeseen circumstances, we have to find an alternative.

Masa tu, I already sent 2 fabrics to her. When Mc Na inform me about their conflict, I afraid that she might not sew my fabric tu. So, I did call the tailor and asked about it. I asked whether she can sew it as my size sbb sblm tu dia ada buat baju aku jadi besar gedabak! Kalo tak leh, aku cakap nak amik balik kain tu. Fortunately, she promised to finish it by raya. So, I was relieved. Oklah… kira lepas raya la banned dia. Hahahaha… sempat tu!

But, last week, Mc Na called me said that the tailor already sent the finished baju kurung Pahang and 1 fabric – un-sewed! What makes me upset is, the un-sewed fabric tu la actually the one that I planned to wear sedondon tuh! Urrghhh… marahnya. Her reason was takut tak kena pulak kalo jahit. Huh!!! Siot je!

Then, after that, my cousin lak texted me. She said that the tailor not capable sew the fabric I sent earlier. Ops.. before that, let me explain about the fabric. Actually it’s like Lycra yang org buat tudung tu. So, kainnye tebal dan agak licin sket. Not all tailor is capable sewing that kind of fabric.

The tailor introduced by my cousin ni tried to sew it, tp dia kata benang cam tak melekat kat kain. So, did surrender and asked me to buy another fabric in order to replace it. Again, that fabric la yang aku planned nak pakai sedundun tu jgkkkk! Uwaa… frust teramat siottt!!!

Last Tuesday, I went to fabric store kunun nak cari kain ganti. Tp pusing punyer pusing, I can’t find one. End up, balik without buying any!

Nampaknya, pakai je baju2 mana yang ada kat my regular tailor tu. Mintak2 ada lah yang kaler ala2 sama. Bleh la buat pengubat luka hati ku ini…. Uhuk…uhuk…

ANDAI INI RAMADHAN YANG TERAKHIR

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir,
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir,
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu merayu kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir,
tentu sholatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu,
sholat yang dikerjakan sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu',
tubuh dan qalbu bersatu memperhamba diri menghadap Rabbul Jalil
menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam]

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau sia siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang bakal kau syairkan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan
bertarawih, berqiamullail, bertahajjud,
mengadu merintih meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU
tapi aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang
mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru kita cari suatu malam idaman
yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

Andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling berarti paling berseri
menerangi kegelapan hati kami
menyeru ke jalan menuju ridho serta kasih sayangMu Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun teman,
tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya
yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah
berusaha bersedia meminta belas-NYA

Andai benar ini Ramadhan terakhir buat ku
MAAFKAN SEMUA KESALAHAN YANG PERNAH DILAKUKAN

Girls outing session

1. With Joan, Shiela and Mizan

It’s been a year since our last outing. Last year, Joan and Shiela treat me a lunch to celebrate my b’day. Actually, Joan and me has practiced treat each other years ago. But it’s going slow down this recently. Our time was packed with some other stuff so that we hardly arrange a date. Anyway, this year Joan initiates an email and invites us to join her.

In fact, Deng is in the loop, but she never respond to it. So we makes our own specu, she can’t join because of this and that. Biasak la… we got a lot of specu to make.

We had our lunch at Tony Roma’s @ Mid Valley. All the menus were ordered by Joan. Kitorang menurut perintah je. Melantak semua.

After around 2 hours been eating and boraking and gossiping, finally we make our moves. Since Shiela give me a lift, so kena lah ikut drebar nak gi mana pun. Firstly, she planned to go to PC Fair which was held at KL Convention Centre. But then we changed the venue to Low Yatt after a thought that PC Fair could be crowded.

So, we went to Low Yatt. Waa… jakun sungguh aku masuk Low Yatt. I can’t remember when was my last visit. Berzaman dah rasanya. Shiela looking for a LCD monitor, Joan – Selphy printer paper, while mine – no specific reason. Tp aku beli la jgk 8G thumbdrive.

We went back around 5. Thanks to Shiela for being my driver. As always… best woo naik Civic VTech!

2. With Mc Yah

A day before, she called me whether I can take a leave for the next day. My company rules and regulation – for annual leave, we have to take it 3 days prior. Else, it’d be EL. Tau la kan.. kalo EL ni tak cantik sket la.

But, her initiation really tempting! Shopping kat SOGO tu!!! And to make it more interesting, the last time I went to SOGO tu… adalah 4, 5 thn lepas! Mana tak tergoda mak!

So, nak jgk cuti esoknya, back from work, I went to clinic and manage to get an MC. Bravo!!! Konpem jadi gi SOGO!

Maka, the next day, while waiting for dear sis to confirm on the time (dia kena gi imigresen dulu nak buat passport utk anak kecik dia si Adam tu). Plannyer nak gi Hong Kong Disneyland lepas raya ni. Kawan tu dah beli lama tiket. So, tak sempat la wa nak join sekaki!

Ops.. sambung cerita, while waiting for her to call me, sempat tgk kat dapur. Ada roti, susu, telur semua. Esok dah start posa. Konpem berkulat je la roti tu. So, dgn gegeh, aku buat pudding roti. Hahahaha! Bleh la laki n anak2 I makan petang ni. Kununnnnn….

Then, she called. So aku pun pegi la stesen komuter. Naik komuter easier sbb tak yah nak harung jem bagai. My sis take a train at UKM whilst me at Kajang. 1st time try Pink Coach. Tp ada gak yang sengal. Dah tau utk pompuan, menyelit gak laki sorang 2.

@ SOGO, kebetulan ada sales koooo! Tp sblm tu melantak dulu kat Kyros. Then start mengusha. Actually I already bought all the clothes. So, tak de lah teruja sangat nak membeli. Tp my sis ni, mmg tak beli apa2 lagi. Haruslah minah tu soping tak hengat. Hari tu dia soping adalah dekat 800! Tu pun dia KIV dulu kasut Clarks. Kalo jadi amik, cukup seriban!

Aku? Hahaha… dah selalu soping, abih setakat seratus 2 je la. Tu pun dah letih mengekor minah tu pilih2 baju anak2 dia, rembat gak selai 2.

Sampai rumah around 4++. Malam tu Iqmy buat perangai nak tido pakai jeans. Huhhhh… sabar je la!